By
Andrew Lawrence
SI Exclusive
The following SI.com content is available only to Sports Illustrated
subscribers. New stories are added daily, so be sure to check back frequently.
At exactly 5 p.m., 24-year-old Brian Bernhardt turns off his calculator, taps
the stack of invoices he's been working on into a neat pile and pushes back
from the colorless cubicle he inhabits at Marsh Advantage America, a
third-party insurance company in Iowa City. Jumping into his black 2000 Nissan
Altima, he drives the 10 miles to the two-bedroom apartment he shares with his
girlfriend, Allison. He throws on a sweatshirt and jeans and runs his fingers
through his wiry brown hair. Back in the Altima, he reaches the Double Inn bar
within minutes. As he makes his way across the room he nods at the familiar
faces, says "Hi" to the bartender and scoops up the Coors Light
that's waiting for him on the bar. In the back corner of the room, past the
pool table and near the ATM, Bernhardt finds what he's come for -- Golden Tee,
the 15-year-old golf arcade game that has become as ubiquitous a part of
barroom culture as big-screen TVs and bathroom graffiti.
For the next three hours Bernhardt will do nothing but spin the machine's
trackball, press its buttons and feed it quarters, his only company a steady
stream of Coors and Marlboro Lights. It's an indulgence he affords himself
three times a week, but that's it. Bernhardt is all right now, but for more
than three years Golden Tee dominated his life, dragged him deep into debt,
ruined his relationships and occupied nearly all his time. "Some people
like to sit down and have a beer and talk about politics," Bernhardt says.
"I like to stand in front of a video game and focus on the screen. It's
almost like my drug."
Bernhardt got his first taste in 2000, while working at a summer job with
Cole-Parmer, an industrial-research outfit in his hometown of Vernon Hills,
Ill. One day there was a company softball game, and afterward Bernhardt joined
some coworkers for a few drinks. While there he spotted the machine and started
to play. It was fun, it seemed harmless, and he was almost instantly good at
it. Simply roll the trackball and watch the digital orb fly. Before long he was
locked in a heated battle with a complete stranger, and the next thing he knew
it was 4 a.m. and the bartender was making last call. Bernhardt was hooked.
That September he set off for his first semester at Iowa, to which he had
transferred after two years at a community college. To make ends meet he worked
two part-time jobs: at Marsh and at an Iowa City bowling alley, doing
everything from disinfecting shoes to greasing the pinspotter. The bowling
alley had a Golden Tee, and Bernhardt started playing as soon as his shift
ended at 5 p.m.
Over time the sessions grew longer, until the only thing that stopped him was
the bowling alley's closing for the night, which meant he was on the machine
about six hours a day. By this point Bernhardt had tapped into the Golden Tee
Golf Association, a netherworld of 300,000 devotees who compete for cash
prizes, sometimes as high as $2,500, on machines that are linked online. At
association tournaments you still have to pay $4, but you play only nine holes.
More games required more quarters, and Bernhardt was quickly running out of cash.
Over the next year he barely ate, diverting his money to the game. He stopped
paying his bills. In January 2002 he dropped out of school. "I was using
money my roommates gave me for rent to play golf," he says. "I kept
telling myself, 'I'm going to do good. I'm going to be like those guys out
there who are making all this money.' I was like the Little Engine That
Could."
All Bernhardt did was work and play the game. His biggest worry, as he saw it,
was not money or his health or his future but that he couldn't find enough time
to play. Finally, in September 2002, he clicked onto eBay and scrolled through
the listings. He entered the bidding for a used Golden Tee machine and got it
for $4,200, which he paid for by using two credit cards.
The hulking machine dominated his living room, and a phone line snaked across
the ceiling to a jack in the kitchen, so Bernhardt and his credit card could
stay plugged into the Golden Tee network. He was in his glory. Unhindered by
game access and closing times, he was free to play in his pj's until 6 a.m. --
and he often did. With extra time to experiment, his game improved as he
learned new shots.
Making room for the machine forced him to reaarrange his life. He moved the TV
and the couch, and said goodbye to a live-in girlfriend who grew so frustrated
that she bolted to Arizona. Not all of Bernhardt's distractions were so simply
pushed out of the way. When his unpaid bills began showing up at his parents'
house in Vernon Hills, his mom, Madi, and his dad, Bob, paid their son a visit.
Walking into his bare, messy apartment, they were shocked. The game dominated
the place, if for no other reason than there was little else in it. "The
place looked like a bookie's joint," says Bob.
Eventually, Bob and Brian did the math. After two years on the circuit, Brian
was about $30,000 in debt, spread out over eight credit cards with interest
rates as high as 25%. "As much as he played," Bob says, "the
interest was still more than he was putting into the machine."
The parents had no way to see this coming. The boy had grown up innocently, an
only child in the northern suburbs of Chicago -- only 10 miles from
Arlington-based Incredible Technologies, which makes Golden Tee. In school the
outgoing Barnhardt was a bit of a class clown. Out of school he was a jock. He
played baseball, basketball, soccer, bowled and ran track. He played his share
of Space Invaders too, but not any more than other kids. He had experimented
with pot and grown a little withdrawn, but that, Bob and Madi figured, was
pretty typical too.
Now the boy had tied his future to the game, and they felt they had no choice
but to help him. Bob took out an equity loan to pay off the debt and worked out
a plan in which Brian would make payments to him at 4% interest.
None of which meant that Brian's Golden Tee career was over. When he dropped
out of school, he had decided to be a player, and he was sticking with it. Over
the next year he continued to throw himself into the game, and even started to
travel around the country to attend live tournaments, which can be more
lucrative than the online competitions.
In March 2003 Bernhardt gave up his in-house machine because he realized his
debt was getting out of hand, but he continued playing. Six months later a
local Golden Tee distributor who wanted to help him qualify for Team USA gave
him a new machine, but by last January he had given up that one too. By then he
carried a 22-under-par average, consistently drove the ball more than 300 yards
and hit 83% of the greens in regulation. He'd started to win some money and had
worked his way toward the top of the Golden Tee Golf Association's Gold
Division, which comprises the 80 or so best players in the country.
Bernhardt no longer needed the machine in-house because he no longer needed the
constant practice. He was certain that a few nights a week at the Double Inn
would keep his skills sharp and that he would finally start seeing some payback
for the hours he'd poured into Golden Tee. And this time he was right.
Since evicting the machine, his life has improved measurably. He's paying his
bills, and each month he sends a report to his parents charting his progress.
Now the game, for so long his downfall, is part of what's bringing his life
back together.
In his last four live tournaments, Bernhardt has finished second, first, first
and third. His crowning moment came in June, at the Players Charity
Championship in Palatine, Ill., where, in front of his parents and a CBS
television crew, he holed out from 59 yards on the first hole of sudden death
to win for the first time. As he hoisted the $3,000 check over his head and a
barroom full of people chanted his name, Bernhardt looked out at his smiling
parents. He didn't sense that they were proud of him exactly, but "I think
they were glad to see I finally made some money off it," he says.